and to your left....

so i dropped my Chinese 2 class. Mixed feelings about that but overall i think it's a good idea. now maybe i can give myself a kick in the ass and get some motivation for life back now that this class that depresses me beyond belief is no longer there to bother me.

For the record it is 2:46am.  The fire alarm was just turned off.
yep.
why was it on? a fire? nope. Revenge.  My roommate's FUCKTARD of a boyfriend couldn't attempt to sleep with loud drunk people being loud drunk people outside .  So of course you ask them to be quieter.  does he do that NO!!!
He yells back at them to (and i quote) SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I'm GONNA CALL THE COPS ON YOU. more yelling, more cursing back.. slamming of door, stomping of boy, hear him on the phone with coppers... then blissful silence as i attempt to  pad my paper by 500 more words.
then of course the drunkards pull the firealarm- probably, it's not provable of course.

then then THEN once the campus lodge cop guy comes over with the firetruck on the way to turn off the alarm, Fucktard wants to celebrate that justice will be served.
NO! that's not how it works you IDIOT!!!!!!!! no proof, no witness = NO CASE and therfore NOTHING HAPPENDS EXcEPT YOU CAUSING THE PAIN AND SUFERING OF AN ENTIRE BUILDING AT 2 AM!!!!!!!!

and honestly... fucktard, roommate and friends have been WAY louder and WAY drunker on many more occasions without the rest of the colligiate world thowring a temper tantrum over it.

If i get anymore confused i think i'll implode. 

I is gonna do it!.
I turned in my application for my summer trip to china.  and right away renee sanchez -one of the study abroad guys  was like.. ok you're going to china!
WHOOT!
now i just gotta pay..
boo...

ok Emily. YOU are the one that got all pissy when your food was eaten out.  YOU are the one that stared the lame ass initialing everything including fucking butter and coffee. YOU are the one that called a meeting to discuss how you feel like the only one that cleans, buys milk/common stuff and respects others.

FYI, YOU are a hypocrite.  Stop asking in your fucking annoying as hell "i;m a 5-year old" voice to use my shit and then eating HALF A LOAF of bread out in one goddamed night, then asking the same MOTHERFUCKING thing the VERY NEXT NIGHT!  Stick to your own lame rules and don't touch shit that isn't yours, and if you need to get food for a week now, fucking get it. it's not like you have to actually stay on a budget like some of us that live in the real world.  And if you cook a feast at 3 am, fine, but clean after yourself.  I'm not a maid.  Telling me every other week how "weird you are about dishes being left in the sink" is bullshit when you just pile it up and then take off for 5 days to go fuck your boyfriend in a different city leaving dirty dishes in the sink, clothes in every visable place in the laundry room and any number of crap in every common place in the apartment.

Grow up. 

And yes, i am menstrual. but that doesn't actually mean that i become bitchy, it means i loose the ability to give a shit about keeping my bitchy thoughts contained.

so i am finally done with my employment at the JAEB canter for health research. whoot!  it feels great, i know i'll get bored eventually but eh. it's great to have my mornings back.

speaking of that. i totally got up at 7ish today and became super-efficient. went to the gym (that i hate but i figure if no-one's there I'll do something productive... and yes i was right) and then came back and cleaned the messy-ass kitchen (eww) and re-organized the laundry room so the brooms and various sizes of vacuum cleaners stop attacking each other and learn to live in harmony.  Vacuum is a strange word. two u's, and i keep trying to add and e on the end. oh well, we all know i suck at spelling.  so what else. Started my alternative schedule classes on china- super fun since there's only 13 people in the class and there are 3 Chinese professors and they only have 1 class each, 2 that haven't even started yet, so they join in and take pictures of the actual professor teaching lol.  and the director of the new institute and my former professor comes in randomly and talks to us-while the actual professor is teaching. Oh and he brought cake on Thursday since it was the spring festival/Chinese new years. mmmmm china. Had to drop choir because of these classes though. although it was becoming a chore not fun anymore and honestly it was gonna happen eventually since i'm so far into my major. can't really think of anything else. more later as i begin my new unemployed adventure-one that i haven't had for about three years now. damn.

well on that happy note!

AHHHHHH GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!
why aren't you an asshole so i can be done with your memories by now!!!!!

.... and i'm fresh out of motivation.

not good.

maother stuff:  i suck at this posting thing...
but anywho.
main things in the life of asha since last post:
Disney food and wine festival with mike, kyle, kristyn and richard. food was fantastic and wonderful and amazing friends made for a perfect day!
OMG ASHA'S GOT A BOY!
that's the major news.  basics:  met a parties, lives next door, so very very very good looking and russian and speaks three languages and is an all around awsome person and i'm so smitten.

:sigh:

ok that's pretty much it.
and the fact that i love love LOVE my roommates is still a fantastic element in my life that i'm not so used to having. 

so i'm not so stredded out as i was so i can finally start enjoying life again.

... especially enjoying living in the lodge :) 

no not really. but i figure that's what all 4 of you are gonna say when you see a post by me since i kinda don't it too often.

So i have time for once because the atlantic is being a bitch and having 6ft. waves so i can't go diving.. booo.   oh well.. next week.
which also means i can't go to the SAK celebration and see toxic audio.. but the only other time to finish my diving stuff is like.. november and not sure if you all are aware but november water=cold. So i'm sorry kristyn, please forgive me and next time toxic audio has a show in florida i'll take you to it and i might even pay cuz i feel bad. :(
in other news.. umm i love this year.   It's really amazing what a difference life can be when you aren't trying yo avoid the people you live with.  Seriously so much better..
and they all keep trying to "find asha a boy" since they are all so cute and adorable with their boyfriends/boy of the week (love you angie).   It's really rather funny and i love them for it. It's like a game show cuz when people are over and some boy i just met leaves the room immedatly it like "asha he's single :wiggles eyebrows:" lol

umm diving is awsome i'm halfway through.  One i finish that i'm gonna go to disney and swim with the fishes at epcot and mess with the reasturant patrons. I'm excited.

Classes are going great so far.  Discovered a backwards google in china today class since it gets teh chinese past government blocked sites by posting the page backwards and you read it with a mirror. amazing! you have to type teh search words in backwards too.. it's trippy.

I LOVE BEING A TA! it made me seriously think about being a teacher cuz i love it so much. but honestly what would i teach? hmm problem.

October is gonna be even crazier than september and i can't wait for the UCF USC game here in tampa.. makes me very excited and and and.. awsome broadway shows coming to tampa next year that i must by tickets for soon!!!!!!
Jersey Boys, Avenue Q, and Lion King... anyone care to join me...?

The only downside is that now i'm so crazy busy that I feel like i'm neglecting friends.. and that is both very un-asha and very upsetting.. so Adam and Yvey i swear to you it's not on purpose. <3 <3 <3

so dev.. i can give you my address... but i can't promise that i'll be here when you come! lol I'll be in orlando some weekend in october.. we'll get together (yea yea yea) and have a swinging ti-ime.

:D

AHHHHHH LIFE!!!!!!...
.. oh cereal.

ok, it's been over a week. time for the cough to go.
good bye, take your friends Mucus and fatigue with you, please return my upper  vocal cords and  thank you for visiting,
do not come again.

Asha is sick... again. And missed Appy's birthday
and feels like shit for both.
ugh
more tea, more sleep and then if needed.. pills.
ugh.

So i'm in class right now.  Shut up I don't want to hear it. 

It looks as if I am going to kill myself again.  I was actually considering-seriously considering- doing 19 credits this semester while working 30 hours.  hmm. Then Kristyn talked some sense into me and reminded me what i bad idea that was last year.  So.... instead, I dropped a class so now i'm at a reasonable 16. :D

oh and since i'm an amazingly efficient at work i'm gonna get a raise! No idea how much but i deserve it damn it! lol. So there goes my grand plans to quit and get a higher paying job, but this is good considering i can still do my homework there so this may be ok for another semester at least.  Then i can quit hehehehe!

but seriously this year is 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times better than last.  I just feel better, i have no real reasons why.  Maybe it's because they helped out with the cleaning and unpacking and contributed to the decorating and such.  Perhaps it's because they don't get mad when i come in all late and need to just crash.  Maybe cuz the make me feel like i'm not a parriah who knows. Either way I'm grateful and i feel like i should go to temple and say thanks or something.

Another good thing is that i socialize now! imagine that, on WEEKNIGHTS!  I've just had it with feeling old.  So yes I'm very very tired going to sleep at 2 and getting up at 6:30 but i'm happy-not just content. Can't really ask for more now when i don't have a TON of stuff to study/read. So i'll do what i can, when i can. and that is now. lol

I think i may have finally left orlando in orlando.  I want friends from there to visit me and see how i live now.  But i don't feel a desperate need to go there over and over and fucking over again just so i stay in touch with people.  If you can't pick up the goddamned phone to make a $0.00 text message to say hey what's up. then FUCK YOU! i've had it. i'm done being your bitch.  well i donno i say that and i might still get all icky again. 

so now i'm gonna pay attention to the course now, even though this chick is boring and bland. Blah!

oh and the wii is awsome even if the T.V we're supposed to get in the apartment doesn't actually work... boo.

nevermind i'm glad i didn't post cuz i'm going to no pay attention again. hahaha. yeah we got a busted t.v. but mine is rather big and the fact that i's in my room and people can use it whenever (and cuz my locks don't technically work) it's great incentive to keep my place clean. lol.
ugh i need to be stimulated! i'm gonna go play online games and such.
bye!

1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven people to do the same.
3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."


1) I compulsively crack my bones-not just knuckles- bones.
2) I also compulsively chew ice, although this one is fairly recent.
3) I went all throughout high school without wearing shorts with the exception of the mandatory t-shirt/shorts requirement for band camp and marching practices.
4) All my facial features come from my mom except my eyebrows- those I got from dad. (my sister and I analyzed this in case you were wondering)
5) I habitually pitch my voice up just about always.
6) I feel like I am missing out on a lot of opportunities here in orlando since so many of the people i know are now in upper-level arts positions. 7) I was born with dark gray eyes and a head full of one-inch-long black curly hair. 

so to explain numero 6, a long lost friend Lora is a big wig in a small, newly formed theatre troupe.  They just finished moulin rouge and are now casting for Jekyll and Hyde.  It's not that I want to act for a living because I don't.  But i do miss being part of a production and with a little time and some work I know I could move up in the Tech side of things pretty quick, and directing and such was always so much fun.  Not to mention the ease that i can socalize and do thing-mostly for free too- in orlando makes me wonder what kind of person I'd have been now if i didn't leave.

anyways, plenty of time for that stuff later. now it's time to pack for tampa since i move back ummm tomorrow!
oh and side note: i'm so not running back to orlando for everyone's little events when they can't do shit to see me at all in tampa. it's bullshit and i'm not doing it. there.

oh and i don't have 7 people to tag so i tag NO ONE muhahahaha!

Ipod survey thing.... Ask a question then hit shuffle on ipod...

1. How does the world see you?
A Kind of Magic- We Will Rock You Soundtrack

2. How do you see the world?
Poor Fool He Makes Me Laugh- The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack

3. Will I have a Happy Life?
Oogie Boogie's song- The nightmare Before Christmas

4. What do strangers really think of me?
Ball and Chain - Janice Joplin

5. What do my friends really think of me?
Let it Bleed- The Used  (thanks guys)

6. What do I really think of my friends?
Popular- Wicked

7. Do people secretly lust after me?
Colors of the Wind- Pocahontas ( i guess not then)

8. How can I make myself happy?
Can't help Falling in love - Elvis (damnit!)

9. What should I do with my life?
Waiting in vain- Bob Marley (i need a happier itunes selection)

10. What is some good advice for me?
Tu Pitrata Soy Yo - Chayanne (it's spanish, that helps)

11. How will I be remembered?
Your Song - Moulin Rouge

12. What is my signature dancing song?
Noone but you (only the good die young) - We Will Rock You  Soundtrack

13. What is my current theme song?
Missing - Everything but the Girl

14. What does everyone think my current theme song is?
The Reason- Hoobastank

15. What song will play at my funeral?
Seven Years- Nora Jones

16. What type of men / women do you like?
Psalm 23- Charolett Church (oh man that's wrong by like a lot)

17. What type of men / women like you?
Elephants on Parade- On the Record ( hahaha!)

18. What is my day going to be like?
Milkshake- Kelis

19. What is my year going to be like?
Say it isn't so - Bon jovi (fuck)

20. What is my life going to be like?
A certain shade of green-Incubus (so that's either good as in lots o mula, or bad as in lots o sickness....)

home again
=D
time to unpack
=(

on friday.
did i mention Eran's already gone, for a few days..

=D

Guess who got a B in statistics even though she FAILED one of the four tests that all grades are based off of...
ME
HAHAHAHAHA!
I learned
I calculated
I conquered!

asha was drunk. Let us celebrate.
....
with some ibuprofen.

Savannah=happiness.

Asha misses Kristyn a lot too! and misses Kristyn's family... strange..?

Paid campus lodge, now only time holds me back from my new life adventure!

Ear infection is mostly gone whee!

Only one week till class ends, then only one week from then till my last days of work, well until august.. but the point of all this is that in a mere two week MY SUMMER WILL START!  SO EXCITED!!!

on the flip side...
My makup doesn't match my skin anymore.... SUPER BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!